Posts tagged awesome
yayy?
so basically every person that lives in my house left for a vacation in my country , so basically ill be living alone in my house for the next 2 weeks..nobody at all…dude ..this will be good training to see what would happen when i actually move out on my own….i need tequila!!!!/….;)
Everyday is beautiful not because it is, but because you determine it!!!!! #me, #clouds, #cloudporn, #day, #driving, #beautiful, #nature, #awesome, #ride, #sky, #heaven,
Plan for tomorrow………Get drunk
Plan for tuesday……..Get Drunk
Plan for Wednesday……Get Drunk
Plan for Thursday……..Get Drunk
Plan for Friday……..Get Drunk
Plan for Saturday………Get SuperDrunk
Plan for Sunday…….Buy little peanuts and think of new plan for next week…..and then get drunk…
Well and they say im irresponsible…..lmao
Looks like Abe Lincoln is way too happy … Ohh and btw this are cashews not peanuts…, lol #beer, #bar, #me, #awesome, #tipsy, #happy, #funny, #lol, #lmao,
Every day I see the sun yet I don’t feel it’s warmth…… Because its winter … Lol #tree, #nature, #me, #winter, #awesome
I am actually happy now, after seeing how things have developed….i can say now that Im happy i took the right decision… and Im not letting up….:)
TO DO LIST 2013
I have seen some people do this on tumblr, so i got the bug too, i hope i get to do all of them:
go to an art gallery
go to an art museum and spend whole day there
go to a field school in archaeology in another country on summer
visit a friend on Florida
go hiking once its nice out ….probably to a lot of new places
camp under the stars somewhere
read lot more books and get at least 100 more books for my collection
do good in “Archaeology of the State” (basically the only class i need to graduate)
Take the GRE and choose a Graduate School (preferably one out of state)
move out (i think this will be the year ..if i get a good roommate)
Drive around and lose myself on the road more times
Go to museums
..thats about it …will add more when i think more..
Now … Books, yayy!!! #awesome, #me, #reading, #saturday, #happy, #lol
Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy! #me, #bar, #awesome, #tipsy, #lol, #beer, #lagunitas, #alcohol, #saturday,
me a little bit of explanation
you know what… i need to say this because i know no one will read it and if they do they wont care or will be something they forget the second they close their computers and go back to their normal lives..i have to say that im a very complicated person, can you believe that i am addicted to heartbreak, no im not addicted to happiness, no im not addicted to chemical substance , im addicted to pain…but i prefer emotional kind….i known this since i was in high school, lool what i want to explain is the fact that im not a masochist, but what i am is someone who has found that the only way i can relate to somebody is when they hurt me, weird right?…… look after all i am an existentialist…i dont believe in happiness, i dont believe in meaning, i dont believe in anything, i always expect the worst out of anyone and therefore t doesn’t surprise me when it comes, as soon as i meet somebody and start getting close i make plans in how its going to end, i analyze everything and according to the personality of the person i make preparations in how im going to say goodbye..i know that everything must end and therefore see no meaning in the relationship in a extended period, everyone must go and go on with their life, i need to have somebody totally dedicated to me or i prefer to have nobody at all, i love the fact that some people want to stay in ,my life but at the end i recognize that everything as long as you dont forward the lie that you love them, nobody will stay with you just because they are your friends, the only way to tie somebody to you is the biggest lie ever, ohh i love you , ohh you are so different , all of this is a lie, at the end ….can you believe how pathetic you have to be to force somebody who is as much afraid as you to be alone to spend time with you…..i believe that if people were not afraid to be alone … there wouldn’t be any relationships at all….and i cannot accept that as a reality that i want for me, when people love being alone and realize that that is the ultimate truth and are comfortable with it ..then and only then will love be born,….we are alone when we are born , and as much as [people try to hide we are always alone…..we need to accept this… well back to my addiction to pain….well pain and sadness are the only reality …you will be disappointed , you will be hurt …but if you can accept this as a reality and not try to change ….thats the only way you’ll truly experience life /….
i dont want to talk much more..
i am out of my mind now so everything i say must be true…
C. Ch
